October 21, 2018

October 21, 2018
I’m 31 today. I’ve spent 8 birthdays in prison. Almost one-third of my life. Weird.
You don’t celebrate birthdays in here, because when someone finds out it’s your birthday the only party you’re getting is a blanket party — they tie you to your bunk with a blanket and beat the shit out of you.
Only recently have I needed to remember how old I am. One time, in the middle years of my prison sentence, someone asked me how old I was. I honestly couldn’t remember. I had to do the math.
What’s strange is that when I was doing time, time ceased to exist, but now that my time is served, it ticks incessantly.

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